Sunday, 7 February 2010

I'm Losing You, and It's Effortless.

I don't wanna go into school tomorrow. I want to stay here and sleep.
Actually, no, fuck that, I want to go somewhere with my friends, and watch them make fools of themselves.
Yeah. I like the second option better (:
One more week until I can do that.
I got that feeling of wanting to leave again. Just go on a train without looking at the destination and get off at the last stop... haha, I would be so pissed if that was like, Slough or somewhere!
Where I live is so damn boring. If you don't have money, you're screwed.
The internet also doesn't entertain me as much as it used to. It's like all the good sites have run away.
I haven't done the Spanish homework I was supposed to do.
She'll kill me.
Oh well. I'll just have to deal with it. I'm dropping it soon anyway.
Fuck Spanish lessons. So boring. She doesn't teach - she screeches.
I fell asleep listening to Yashin at full volume last night. I don't know how I managed it - although I did kinda deafen myself ahaa.
I wanna read a book, but I can't find any good ones. Suggestions?
I never knew, I never knew, that everything was falling through, that everyone I knew was waiting on a que, to turn and run when all I needed was the truth, but that's how it's gotta be. It's coming down to nothing more than apathy. I'd rather turn and run the other way, than stay and see the smoke and who's still standing when it clears.
That's not todays lyric, but I wanted it in there anyway. No idea why. It was playing as I wrote this, so I suppose it just snuck its way in there ahaa.
I need more clothes! Jeans especially. All the ones I own are too small, or ripped... I don't have the money though. Damnit.
The new Facebook layout is crap, by the way. Such a fail. I want them to change it back. This one doesn't load properly, or tells me no-one has ever posted anything ever. Well, I know for a fact that isn't true. FAIL FACEBOOK. AN EPIC ONE.
However, Facebook stalking is mighty fun. ;)

The wilder this gets, the more unreal it feels, please make me feel.

-Rosa-xo

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