Epicle.

I had to babysit some really little kids today (:
The youngest was one and a half, and her sister was 4. They are the cutest children ever. I had to watch NickJR for the first time in ages - my sister used to watch it when she was younger, but ever since she turned about 7 it just kinda... stopped. It was strange listening to the simple story-lines filled with morals and life-lessons all over again.
There was also a baby cup that I couldn't open... ridiculous. I know it's supposed to be baby-proof, but seriously D;
I'm really tempted to fill this post with lyrics haha. In-fact... I am going. to.

Disgusted by your weakness, you have no right to live

To know you is to hate you, but your life's yours to give

You monkey see you monkey do

You're always doing what they tell you to

You're such a puppet on a string - You don't get it!

I won't bow to something that I've never seen

I can't believe in something that doesn't believe in me

I'm not blood of your blood

I am no son of your God

I've no faith in your fate

yet still I find salvation

you think you have the answers to every last detail

in your eyes you are the victor

in mine you've all but failed

Five Finger Death Punch lyrics. I would really love to write these lyrics all over my school's walls, especially the verses. They apply to quite a few people there. 

Flickr picture today also contains those lyrics -

They're the faded lyrics in the background, and the ones in black are the chorus.

The link to my Flickr is http://www.flickr.com/photos/rosacandy/ just incase you were wondering :P

I'm done with promises. I'm taking blood oaths. Feels like you could kiss my imperfections, my imperfections away. ... I feel immortal, and I want to make you feel the same...

-Rosa-xo

Reverse.

It's the weekend. Thank God.
First, I just want to say that people need to learn when to keep their mouths shut. Seriously, if you don't know a persons full story, shut. the. FUCK. up. Even quick throw away comments - things that mean nothing to you - can mean everything to somebody else.
Commenting on everything someone does, having to pick at everything, can really get to people. "Why did you do that?!" Because I wanted to, it was MY choice and it had nothing to do with you. It made no impact on your life what so ever, so why do you need to concern yourself in what I'm doing? Get a fucking grip.
Just because I don't wear exactly what you wear, or style my hair exactly like you, doesn't mean you have to treat me like shit.
Also, think about the shit you say to my friends. You're so selfish and arrogant, you act like no-one can touch you. I am just waiting for the day that Karma comes to get you, hopefully you'll get a black eye or something to tarnish your face so everyone can see what a bitch you are.
I apologise I'm not a fucking size 0, I apologise I wear things that aren't skin tight, I apologise that I prefer to keep my boobs in my top, I apologise that I choose to wear jeans rather than a belt that I attempt to pass off as a skirt.
In the end, you may have more friends, but who's happier? You, with your massive group of fake clones, who all bitch about each other? Or me, with my small group of close friends who know exactly what to do and say, who I can trust inexplicitly to always be there? Yeah. I'll let you figure that one out for yourself.
You look like a mess. You have orange skin and so much mascara on that your eyes look crusty.
Sort yourself out. Get some help. Don't take the piss out of me until you can pass yourself off as slightly human, because at the moment you look like something that crawled out from under a rock.
I don't care that you go to all the "cool" parties, I don't care that you managed to get off with every boy in the room. There's a word for that you know - slut. I have more respect for myself than to whore myself out to everyone and anyone.
I'd rather stay at home and read a book, or go round a friends house and play xbox for hours than go to one of your orgy's parties.
You disgust me.

Wearing almost nothing they go out after dusk, as if to be accepted you need to sell yourself, they need to learn there's much more to this world. They need to learn there's much more to this world.

-Rosa-xo

Jack Teh Panda says: *Rosa... *Bring Da Ambalamps

Blog blog blog. HAI!
So today I found out that; Middle aged business men are VERY arrogant and selfish, and like to scream at Mothers with their toddlers when the Mother asks him very kindly to move his car off the pavement.
I also learned that my school are twats. However... I knew that all a long. So that's not really a thing I learned today.
FLICKR PLEASE. http://www.flickr.com/photos/rosacandy/

Scar tissue that I wish you saw, sarcastic Mr.Know-it-All

-Rosa-xo

Bumble Bee.

Sorry for no post yesterday... I have no excuse haha, I just forgot.
Nothing to interesting to report back on.
Got some stupid study leave card that you have to get all your teachers to sign so you can have study leave off. What bullshit. I will never get all my teachers to sign it haha... although, it's based solely on your work and not your behaviour, so there may be hope for me yet. You also have to get it signed to go on a school trip to Thorpe Park, but I'm not too fussed about that.
I have two essays in for next week, and I really can't get the motivation to write them. It's stupid, because I want a job in Journalism, hahaa. Although, I want a job specifically in the music field of Journalism, which is something I love, so I won't have trouble writing about it... That's my reasoning anyway.
I don't care enough about the film Jaws or Romeo and Juliet to make myself spend time writing about it. That's not a very good attitude to have towards work, but oh well. Sue me.
I'm hopefully reviewing the Battle Of The Bands that's coming up soon, and I'm so excited. I know people complain that local gigs are shit, but that doesn't matter. It's just so good to see people on stage, doing what they love and giving it everything they've got. Those are the kinds of bands that I give good reviews too - when you can see that they really care about what they're doing. They care about the music, not just the lifestyle.
My internet is so slow today, it's doing it on purpose, I swear. YouTube is non-existent, videos that are 45 seconds long are taking half an hour to buffer. Ridiculous.
Don't forget to check out my Flickr (: There's a new picture everyday.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/rosacandy/
I am addicted to Gangsta's Paradise by Coolio at the moment. I'm blates hardcore.

They say I gotta learn, but nobody's here to teach me, if they can't understand it, how can they reach me?

-Rosa-xo

TwentyTwo

IT IS SO COLD IN MY LIVING ROOM. zomg I may die. Somebody bring me a jumper please?

I need to do some art. Work, Rest and Play. It sounds like an alright subject (: I have some ideas for it already... OH BUT GODDAMN I JUST REALISED I FORGOT TO GET A SKETCHBOOK TODAY ><

I am such a fool. -facepalm-

I am loving the rumours about the headliners for Reading Fest -  Blink 182 and Biffy Clyro so far (:

I've also heard a lot of rumours about Muse and Green Day. I wouldn't mind either but I'd rather that Green Day didn't headline.

They're one my my favourite bands haha, but I recently spent £50 on a ticket to see them in June and I don't want to find out that I could have saved that £50 and just seen them at Reading!

My dog is sleeping on my school blazer at the moment. Thanks, Hector.

I had to walk to school in the snow this morning D; IT WAS SO COLD. It was horrible. I hope it doesn't snow tomorrow morning, I do NOT want a repeat haa.

I have a craving to watch Batman. Someone come watch it with me? :D

HAHA this lampost on my way home today made me laugh. This was written back in the summer of '09. Memories :D

Swirl me around your room with feeling, and as we twirl, the glow in the dark stars on your ceiling will shine for us...

-Rosa-xo

Between The End and Where We Lie

Today, my Mummy said that as long as we can find the money, I'm allowed to go to Reading Festival 2010 :D
I am SO happy. lovelovelove.
I didn't get up until 3pm today. Such a wasted day.
School starts again tomorrow. I really do not want to go. Someone give me a non-deadly but very infectious disease that lasts until study leave starts please?
I have been reading a book! Haha. It's all about psychology (:
I'm doing psychology next year, and this book is basically an introduction to it. It's really interesting so far.

I made myself a promise that I would be in bed by 9pm tonight. I don't think that's going to happen god damnit. I can try aim for 9:30pm - 10pm... I just don't want to be excessively tired for tomorrow ><
I have a lot of work I need to catch up on, but that shouldn't be so bad, as in most of the lessons all we're doing is revision. Such a waste.
New Flickr picture is up (:

http://www.flickr.com/photos/rosacandy/

Go check it out :D

Far beyond these fake fluorescent skies, I know there must be something more, if I only I could find the door, then I could free myself and see the world outside.

-Rosa-xo

Post With No Title.

I had quite a nice day today (:

My friend Callum came round and made me dinner haha.

It was very tasty (: nom nom nom Quorn stirfry.

Then, we were epic on Chatroulette for HOURS!

I have nothing interesting to say again!

It's back to school Monday. Uggh. Gouge my eyes out please?
Go check out my Flickr;

http://www.flickr.com/photos/rosacandy/

Forgive me, for giving myself to you. I cannot justify the things I do. Stars fall, tears fall, when I'm with you. Tears fall like stars from the sky.

-Rosa-xo

Moving Houses.

I helped my mums friend move house today.

That's one of her new bedrooms.
Then I had to sit in the car with some creepy dolls.

THEN I saw the best candy in the world.

Then I spent hours being epic on Chatroulette.
So yeah. That was my day.

I don't ever want to feel, like I did that day. Take me to the place I love - take me all the way...

-Rosa-xo

Reading '10

I swear the bass on my laptop speakers is broken. I think my laptop is generally messed - the fan is REALLY loud and doesn't stop it from over-heating. Oh well, as long as it works and I can access everything I need, I won't complain.
I am 3/4 of the way to persuading my Mum to let me go to Reading Festival this year (: My friend Callum really wants to go, so I won't be lonely. My cousin Jas also might be flying over from Ireland to come. I know loads of  lovely people who go every year, so that's cool.
I'm looking forward to it, and maybe I shouldn't get my hopes up yet because it is a lot of money... I have to earn the £200ish, which is okay, that's fair enough really.
I also have to give up other gigs to go, which is also okay, because no-one I REALLY want to see is coming round, or if they are, I already have my ticket to go see them, so the money's been spent, so that's good haha.
My friend Callum also offered to pay for me to go see Kill Hannah - so maybe I won't have to give up ALL my gigs (:
I went into Windsor today to get my friend Becki her birthday present. I was going to go into Reading, but I decided it was too cold and rainy to go that far, plus I was on my own. All the shops I needed were in Windsor as well, so I though why not?
I'll show you a picture of what I got her on Monday - I'm giving it to her Sunday and I don't want to ruin the surprise! I really hope she likes it. I don't have a lot of money, but I tried.
Whilst I was in Windsor I had a look around, and look what they had in the Lush shop -

Bath bombs shaped like Mushrooms! I wanted one so much, cause they're like the classic mushroom and reminded me of Zelda and Alice in Wonderland haha. I'm not sure why it reminded me of Zelda...

I also went into HMV and saw this -

I WANT IT NOW. I don't have £50 though, haha.

ZOMG LOOK WHAT ADVERT WAS IN KERRANG!

WOO! That night is going to be such an epic win. I LOVE.

That chocolate is the best chocolate ever created. NOM NOM NOM.

I've got a secret; it's on the tip of my tongue it's on the back of my lungs, and I'm gonna keep it. I know something you don't know.

-Rosa-xo

Lucy In The Sky With Diamonds.

Hahaa, oops, I just pocket called my school. Fail.
ANYWHO. Hello (: No blog yesterday, as I was busy.
I slept round Claire's, and she fell asleep watching the Winter Olympics HA. We also watched a girl on YouTube who could NOT sing, and when Claire woke up properly she was like "Oh GOD, I thought that was a nightmare!"
No Claire, it was real. You'll also find that on your YouTube account, you favourited all her videos and subscribed to her channel. HAHA. Epic win for Rosa. ;D
I have a new t-shirt :D My Mummy bought it for me yesterday because I have an illness only babies get. It makes your cheeks bright red haha - I look like a doll.

Heheee, yay for new clothes (: There were like, 2 other t-shirts I wanted as well, but they didn't have my size :( The only sizes they had in the other two were like, 6 and 8. Catering for anorexics much?
I also the ugliest trousers ever, they were leggings, but looked like jeans - jeggings. Some jeggings are ok, I would personally never wear them, but I can see why other people would. These however...

They are horrible! They don't look so bad in that photo, but in real life... dear god they make me want to cry haha.
I'm going to Reading tomorrow, with or without company. I need to get a birthday present (: I hope it doesn't rain... or well if it does, I hope it doesn't pour D;
I want my tattoo damnit!
I started a Flickr, thanks to Ems [http://emsalice.blogspot.com/] persuading me to. The link for mine is;

http://www.flickr.com/photos/rosacandy/

So, go check it out please. Obviously a photo will be added everyday, as that's the whole point of the Flickr 365 challenge...

The title of today's post refers to when I was in the car with my Mum today and that song came on. Our car was full of singing haha, it sounded awful but was so fun <33

Lyrics for today;

We got older and I should have known - do you feel alive? That I'd feel colder when I walk alone - oh but you'll survive.

-Rosa-xo

I Forget The Last Time I Felt Brave.

I want to go to the Zoo. I want to go and take pictures and have a good time, in fact I just wanna go out. I suppose I want to go to the zoo because I haven't been to one for ages, and it would be a good place to take pictures ^^
I want someone to take a really good picture of me and lemur :D Such pretty creatures.
Do they have Pandas at the zoo in London? I checked the website [http://www.zsl.org/zsl-london-zoo/] but they didn't seem to say anything about Pandas.
SPEAKING OF PANDAS! My Mum bought my sister this HUGE cuddly panda today! I am in love with it.

IT'S HUGE! It doesn't have a name yet. Look how big it is in comparison to a cat -

Hehee, Felix was like WTF? xD
HE NEEDS A NAME! What shall we call him? Give me some suggestions (:
I found out that Kill Hannah and My Passion are doing a gig together in London on the 7th of May... I want to go so much <33 I doubt I will end up going though, because although two of my friends said they'd go, they can't get tickets until the end of the month, when there may not be any left.
Story of my life, really.
I don't want to be here any more. I would like to be somewhere different, with new people... I love my friends, it's just... they never come out any more! I would like people who are willing to go out and do things, please. Even if it's just hanging around talking in a park for hours, like we did last summer <33
I hope this summer is going to be good. I really need a good summer.
I want to go to America. Money... again. Seriously, what kind of world do we live in? Humans should be able to function without money.
I can pay you in pasta and buttons? You could make a pretty nifty looking coat/birthday card thing outta that, AND I get to go to America. Woo (:
I need a job. I'm not going to get one until I've settled in at College though, I think that's what's best for me. I need a summer of relaxation, then once College has started properly I can earn some money so I can actually do things (:
This week is just going to consist of me going to bed at like 4am, and not getting up until 1pm the next day because I have nothing to do.
If someone actually gave me plans, and gave me something to get up for, then I happily would... I really don't want this week to just be me in my house watching crappy TV.
I bet it will end up that way though. Sods fucking law.
That need for a cuddle still stands.
Here's a large chunk of lyrics for today.

I wish I could cross my arms, and cross your mind, cause I believe, you'd unfold your paper heart and wear it on your sleeve. All my life I wish I broke mirrors, instead of promises, cause all I see, is a shattered conscience staring back at me. I wish I had covered all my tracks, completely cause I'm so afraid, is that a light at the far end of the tunnel or just a train?

-Rosa-xo

Panda Bear [PIC HEAVY]

First; FUCK VALENTINES DAY.
Anywho, this is basically a load of random pictures from mine and Claire's adventures in the lovely town of Windsor :D
... and the few hours before ahaa. (:
BUT, first things first, here's some pictures of animals.

 

Hehee, the first one is a random cat that hissed at me as I walked by. You can tell that kitty lives in Slough.
The second one is my cat Faron looking very un-impressed.
Windsor pictures~

"Hi, welcome to Windsor. We may be posher than Slough, but that doesn't mean our cars have wheels!"

"We also like to discriminate against people once we realise that they're better than us... we make it hard for them to do anything -posh laugh-"

This is a black patch in a park near my house. That is my friend Callum's foot in the corner. It will only mean something to a select few people - but if I'm honest I am really surprised it's still there ahaa... oh dear, I will admit that was a pretty epic night. xD

Lights in Windsor taken from a swing. I have a video of this swing - it's actually really creepy, because all you can hear at the start is the squeaking of the swing and sirens in the background, and the video itself is pitch black except for the small dots of light coming from a block of flats near the field the swing was on... I'll load it up if I can.

On different news, I got new shoes today! YAY! They're pretty and purple. They're not the shoes I wanted, because the ones I want are £60, but these were £10 and I love love love the colour and style.

The other picture is to show how ridiculously curly my hair can get. And THIS, ladies and gentlemen, is why I straighten it, ahaaa.

This is really all my interesting stuff I can say.

When push comes to shove I just stand up and scream "Fuck 'em all" ... I'll fuckin' pick the world up and I'm gonna drop it on your fuckin' head..."

-Rosa-xo

Claire's House.

The title of my post today is my current location. I am sitting on her bed, eating her pasta and talking to her about important things (:
We have just come back from an adventure around Windsor, which ended with us in a fuck off big house. 4 STOREYS! 4! It was such a nice house though, ahaa. Lucky Windsor people xD
Some random guy stopped his car and asked me to turn round so he could read the back of my hoodie... it was slightly weird as he then went on to ask me what and who Yashin were xD
My back is killing me right now.
I have done quite a lot of walking today, so I'm actually really tired too haha.
There is also some random spanish film on the TV. I understand bits and pieces of it, so maybe my spanish lessons haven't been a total waste.
I finally got a reply to that email.
Random pictures tomorrow (:

So tell me darling, do you wish we'd fall in love? All the time, all the time. Our time together is just never quite enough. When you and I are alone I've never felt so at home.

-Rosa-xo

Catpigeon.

So, uh. This technically counts as yesterdays post. So... let's pretend this was published on the 12/02/10, kay? (:
Today was crap. Not gonna lie. More productive than yesterday though...
I need to get birthday presents for people. Reading anyone? Will most likely end up going alone haha.
I know what I'm gonna get them... well, one of them anyway. The other one is slightly harder to choose for, because I know her friends will beat me and give her way cooler stuff haha.
But I know what the other one really likes, so that's cool (:
I am in love with my Skull Candy headphones all over again. I remember why I stopped using them; the bass sucked when you used them with iPods. But use them with a music phone and they sound glorious <33
They're purple and sexy.

You have to be REALLY careful when you put them on though, because they KILL if you have cartilage piercings... serious, so much pain can be caused if you put them on too fast, or in the wrong place... THE THINGS I DO FOR SOUND QUALITY.
LOLcats save my sanity.
I have a craving for hugs at the moment. I would like someone to come round my house and just hug me until I say stop please. I'll pay you back with love?
Actually. Cuddle. Hugs are really nice, but cuddles generally last longer. YES THERE IS A DIFFERENCE. Learn it. It's an important one to know.
Someone to give me a cuddle for a few hours is needed. Apply via comments. kthxbai.

Well it was not your fault, but mine, and it was your heart on the line... I really fucked it up this time, didn't I my dear?

-Rosa-xo

Pointless.

I AM SO TIRED.
And I have no idea why. Blargh.
Uh. I actually have nothing to say, haa.
Kerrang! came through my door today, so that was nice.
It was so cold today - my hands almost died.
All I have eaten today is porridge. HA.
Yay?
I'm addicted to Ke$ha, Eminem and Lil Wayne at the moment.
If you know me, you'll know I don't usually get addicted to that genre.
Its quite a nice change of pace though.
I've loved Eminem for ages though (:

Before I leave brush my teeth with a bottle of Jack, cause when I leave for the night I ain't coming back.

-Rosa-xo

£64.20

Still sick.
Uh, so I achieved nothing today hahaha. I fail so hard xD
Does anyone have £64.20 I could have? I need it. I need it really bad.
That is enough for me and a friend to go see Young Guns in Swindon on a Friday (:
Trains, tickets, everything!
We would go to their London date, but the fools did it on a Thursday... bastards.
It would be nice if you could round it up to a nice £70. Thanks very much.
Yashin album - still love hahaha. This is what came through in the post;

So uh, I have been listening to Ke$ha a lot... I should feel ashamed, but I don't. Her songs are DAMN catchy. I also got Lil Waynes new album, ahaa, that's how freaking hardcore I am! Epic wiiin.
OH and I have also  found my love for Eminem again. He makes rap sound clever - he has something to say. It's not all guns and girls... well, not all the time anyway haa.
LAWL, so you can see how crazily diverse my iTunes is, I'm gonna put it on shuffle, and tell you the first 5 songs that come up (:
1) Flawed Methods of Persecution and Punishment by Set Your Goals
2) I Like It Rough by Lady GaGa
3) Cut Up Angels by The Used
4) Untouched by The Veronicas
5) Jean Genie by David Bowie.
Ahaaa, nice one! I have about 4662 songs at the moment, but that number is changing daily because I download new songs pretty much everyday. Yay for new stuff!
Haha, some people say I should be ashamed by some of the music I listen to, but I'm not. I like it, so FU ^^

Open your arms and I will fall - but I will fall into nothing because you're gone; I've been nothing for to long. Why are you scared to step away from the crowd?

-Rosa-xo

I Need a Sunrise. I'm Tired of the Sunset.

Sorry about no post yesterday. I was sick.
I'm still sick. It's not fun - not fun at all.
However, days off have meant hours upon hours of playing games.
I have rediscovered my love of Sims 3.
I also completed Cooking Mama 3, haha.
Yeah, yeah, I know, kiddies games, but I don't have the money for high-tech computer games, and all the consoles I have [Wii, DS, PS2] are mainly kiddie games.
If I had an xbox though, I would have been owning everyone in COD, or L4D 2 haha.
I swear I was supposed to be a boy xD
My Yashin CD came through today (:
No free t-shirt though.
I have been sitting here, hugging the case. Epic win.
I need to re-stick all my posters and little memory things on my wall. Loads of them are falling down.
I got attacked by a Blackout picture record whilst I was sleeping last night, haha. Damn you Sean Smith!
Still haven't done the Spanish. Or ICT. Or Physics... or English. Hmm. FML.
Short entry today. It's gonna be mostly lyrics. Meh.

I think I'll go to Boston. I think I'll start a new life, I think I'll start it over, where no-one knows my name. Yeah, I think I'll go to Boston. I think I was just tired. I think I need a new town. To leave this all behind.

-Rosa-xo

I'm Losing You, and It's Effortless.

I don't wanna go into school tomorrow. I want to stay here and sleep.
Actually, no, fuck that, I want to go somewhere with my friends, and watch them make fools of themselves.
Yeah. I like the second option better (:
One more week until I can do that.
I got that feeling of wanting to leave again. Just go on a train without looking at the destination and get off at the last stop... haha, I would be so pissed if that was like, Slough or somewhere!
Where I live is so damn boring. If you don't have money, you're screwed.
The internet also doesn't entertain me as much as it used to. It's like all the good sites have run away.
I haven't done the Spanish homework I was supposed to do.
She'll kill me.
Oh well. I'll just have to deal with it. I'm dropping it soon anyway.
Fuck Spanish lessons. So boring. She doesn't teach - she screeches.
I fell asleep listening to Yashin at full volume last night. I don't know how I managed it - although I did kinda deafen myself ahaa.
I wanna read a book, but I can't find any good ones. Suggestions?
I never knew, I never knew, that everything was falling through, that everyone I knew was waiting on a que, to turn and run when all I needed was the truth, but that's how it's gotta be. It's coming down to nothing more than apathy. I'd rather turn and run the other way, than stay and see the smoke and who's still standing when it clears.
That's not todays lyric, but I wanted it in there anyway. No idea why. It was playing as I wrote this, so I suppose it just snuck its way in there ahaa.
I need more clothes! Jeans especially. All the ones I own are too small, or ripped... I don't have the money though. Damnit.
The new Facebook layout is crap, by the way. Such a fail. I want them to change it back. This one doesn't load properly, or tells me no-one has ever posted anything ever. Well, I know for a fact that isn't true. FAIL FACEBOOK. AN EPIC ONE.
However, Facebook stalking is mighty fun. ;)

The wilder this gets, the more unreal it feels, please make me feel.

-Rosa-xo

K! Tour (:

Kerrang! Tour was so amazing last night (:
I have videos from it, which it kinda weird cause I don't usually bother with videos or pictures, too much hassle, but I took them for my friend Lauren, and I'm glad I did because every time I watch them I smile (:
They make me laugh because you can hear me and all the people I went with singing along with the songs aha, we sound so bad compared to the professionals xD
Fraser met some of All Time Low, who are some of his heroes, so I think that pretty much made his night (:
Then Dylan met Josh from You Me At Six, and got his arm signed [Picture below]. Josh was there because he was singing with The Blackout - that's one of the best videos I have of the night. [Thanks Fraser for lifting the camera up higher haha]

I always get pretty depressed after gigs, because they're really the highlights of my entire month. They're the best things I do. I get even more depressed when I know I don't have any more lined up after the last one I went to - luckily for me after K! Tour I still have Yashin in March, AFI in April and Green Day in June ... and possibly Young Guns in May, if I can find someone to go to Swindon with me (: [It's a Friday! And you can get trains! It's not impossible! Please guys haha]
I'm still in love with the Yashin album. The lyrics are amazing. That's generally what I look for in a song - the lyrics... however there are some exceptions ahaha.
I have also decided that I don't like Camden all that much. It's so crowded and all the people walking in the streets think they're better than you and that they can shove past you without even saying sorry. Maybe that's just London in general, but it pisses me off. You could at least look apologetic, you wanker -.-
One week left of school then it's half term, yay!
I don't wanna be stuck inside all week, so I hope people will come out. Sods law they'll all be too busy with other people or just be too lazy... KALVIN! No bed days! xD
I don't want to wait until the 12th of March for my next gig... I want it now :(
I don't know why I like them so much, cause I like them even if the band was shit, or I don't like the band... some people might complain it was a waste of time and/or money, or pay £30 to watch one band on a tour bill and leave before you've seen them all. If you've got the time, stay for the whole bill! Even if you loathe the last band or whatever, give them a damn chance!
That's a problem with the music industry at the moment - music snobs. "Oh, your band is associated with 'emos' therefore I'm going to leave before you come on stage" Don't be a douche, just stay and watch them. Even if you don't like the music you can still create a good mosh.
I really want it to be summer now. I don't like staying inside because it's too cold, or I have homework and coursework to do... this summer is going to be good. Hopefully people will come out a lot and have fun... even if it's just going round someone's house to play xbox for a while! [Haha, I would like to go outside for a bit though, especially if the weather is nice xD]
Heheee, I also just want to share these pictures, because they make me smile SO MUCH everytime I see them -

LAWL, Claire will probably kill me, but I love them so much <33
Valentine's Day is going to suck this year. Personally, I say fuck Valentine's Day. I'm sure it's nice for some people... it's just never been nice for me.

Pick me up, or I will fall into next week. Pick me up, and help me hear what they say to me, and you try but you fall down, then you stay down, and there's no help for you...

-Rosa-xo

4th. [PIC HEAVY]

SO MANY GOOD THINGS HAPPENED AFTER I BLOGGED YESTERDAY.
Haha, well, good to me. To you they might be very boring xD
First, my friend Fraser got VERY excited when his favourite singer from the band Set It Off accepted him as a Facebook friend... so excited in fact, I decided to make this picture in memory for the occasion;

KERRANG TOUR TOMORROW, ZOMGYAY. I am even more excited then I was in previous posts :D

I also got the new Yashin album yesterday, "Put Your Hands Where I Can See Them" ... omg, I love it. "Down, But Homeward Bound" is my favourite song at the moment, I love it so much.

I'm in a really good mood at the moment, haha.
THEN after THAT... well, actually, I think that was all the good things that happened... at the time it seemed so much more, haha, I was so excited.
Maths today was fun. Me and Becki has a cookie feast/fight.

FEAST!

Becki's feet and the aftermath of the fight. There were a lot more crumbs, but the flash covered them up. Camera fail.

So, uh yeah. That's pretty much it. No blog tomorrow, as I'm out, but expect a big one on Saturday all about K! Tour xD

When I see your face, is when I come alive, let's not say goodbye, you make me feel alive, don't you say goodbye, it feels good to be alive. I pray to God you'll never know there's only one of me but many more like you.

-Rosa-xo

Two Camels In A Tiny Car?

Ah, dear me. My day started off so sucky today, my STUPID art teacher decided to become super-bitch... I swear, I was trying my best not to hit her ><
I also have to write up a stupid art evaluation that I don't care about and make sure I have stuff to show her tomorrow... which I don't because I am beyond caring... BLARGH.
And also, people in my school make me want to cry with how good they are at art - an example follows;

YEAH FEEL MY PAIN. -cries-
My mum made me dinner today and I'm really not hungry, but I still gotta eat it. Ugh. I may feed it to the dog.
And I'm really tired. Like, mega tired. Blargh.
OMG - read this story; http://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/worldnews/article-1247889/Chinese-girl-9-gives-birth-health-baby-boy.html
I mean, WTF?! JEEZ!

So, I'm addicted to this game at the moment. Call it lame, and yeah sure, it's a kiddies game, but I still love it. I have no idea why. And, I only ever seem to play it at night... sense? This makes none.
I didn't take any random pictures at school today. -sad face- There just wasn't anything interesting going on, really.
I was really happy walking home today. Then I come on here, and all I seem to do is bitch and moan xD I apologise haha. I'm nicer in real life (:
I can't wait for K! Tour now. I really need it haha. I'm just gonna get beat up in the mosh xD
BUT AHHH, MY YASHIN TICKETS CAME IN THE POST! HELLS YEAH!

Yeah, yeah, I know it says GLAMOUR OF THE KILL, but they're the headliners ;D
It's still counts as a Yashin ticket to me <33
Speaking of Yashin, their debut video has been released, go check it out;
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1MeBvdQNl5U&feature=sub
They're one of my favourite bands ever ^.^
ONE THING THAT AGGS ME?! When I want lyrics and they're not on Google yet. ARRRGH -rage-
Ohohoh~ HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMS.
So uhm, that's basically it from me (:
Wish me a happier day tomorrow, ahaa.

This gun in my hands, is pointing to your head - I swear to God I'll shoot it.

-Rosa-xo

Biscuit Crumbs.

LOOK AT MY HAIR COLOUR! ~

Yes, I do have my name tattooed across my face and a moustache. Hahaa, not sure what's going on with the orange streaks. Must just be where the dye took weird. You can't see that in "real-life" though, only in a camera flash :L Hehee, looks funny. Blurred face because I looked like an idiot. You can sorta see my lip piercing though :D My hair looks well shiny in this photo...
YES, ANYWHO. I handed in all my ICT coursework today (:
I'm sure she'll look at it and go "wtf this is all wrong" but if I'm honest, I'm beyond caring. I'll take a C and be happy with it, thanks.
This week is such a waste. I know I'm not going to learn anything. It's all revision. Seriously, let us go on Study Leave now if you're not going to teach us anything worthwhile. Fast froward to Friday and I'll be happy - it is going to be awesome.
My tickets for Yashin came in the post today (:
Hopefully I'll get to keep these ones - every other ticket has been taken off me at the door.
My cat is looking at me weird.
Wanna see a picture of a scary pen-dog?

Yeah. He's gonna be in your nightmares now.

Uhm... HALF TERM NEXT WEEK. Thank god. I need time where I can just sleep. I'm busy some of the time - peoples birthday parties ;D Yeah, feel jealous.
IT IS SO COLD OUTSIDE. My body reacts to temperature in such a stupid way - if I so much as touch something lower than my body temperature I'm suddenly freezing. It really isn't fun :(

I used to long for broken bones, I used to long for a casket to call my own, I never had a problem facing fear, but I'm done, over and out my dear.

-Rosa-xo

♥

I wasn't going to open the tab for this blog just yet, but I was listening to Dead By April and randomly thought "I HAVE TO WRITE SOMETHING." If you haven't listened to Dead By April, I suggest you do. They're immense live too (: Even if the venue you see them at is 100+ degrees... I swear, I almost died of heat stroke at that gig, haha. That was such a good night. ♥
Ah, my iTunes shuffle loves me at the moment. It's playing AFI now, who I am going to go see in April! Now THAT is going to be an amazing show.
So, I found out I didn't fail my ICT quite as much as I thought I had today - turns out I got an A* in my test! That counts as 40% of my mark. Suck on that BGS.
The days are slowly creeping closer to K! Tour. omgIamsoexcited. AND YES THAT IS A WORD.
I STILL don't have a reply to that mega important email. I don't even know if it got read. I don't know what I'd do if I ever saw or spoke the person I emailed again. I'm so close to simply giving up with it all. It's not up to me to try - I have done nothing wrong in the situation, and yet I did anyway. They haven't even tried. It was a horrible thing that they did, I don't think I can ever fully forgive them... if would be nice if they simply made a small effort to show me that they're not really a dick, because I don't think they are. It hurts when someone calls them bad names, but they're not really helping themselves...
I would just like to put it here that I tried. I really damn tried. They were the ones who kept it screwed up.
On a happier note, it's my friend Jack's birthday today, so happy birthday to him (:
I need to buy some blu-tack. I AM RUNNING OUTTT. I have many things I need to stick on my wall of epicness!
I have a doctors appointment tomorrow. I always feel awkward at Doctors appointments, it feels wrong talking to someone you barely know... uggh. Stupid doctors. Why can't they read minds? xD
Friday now please. This week is going to kill me with boredom. -sigh-

I hope addiction took my heart, because I'm looking for a hook that can hold me back from tearing out these speakers, it's not the sound that drowns me out, but all this doubt that broke me down, you were my friend but now I'm taking you to hell.

-Rosa-xo