I Forget The Last Time I Felt Brave.

I want to go to the Zoo. I want to go and take pictures and have a good time, in fact I just wanna go out. I suppose I want to go to the zoo because I haven't been to one for ages, and it would be a good place to take pictures ^^
I want someone to take a really good picture of me and lemur :D Such pretty creatures.
Do they have Pandas at the zoo in London? I checked the website [http://www.zsl.org/zsl-london-zoo/] but they didn't seem to say anything about Pandas.
SPEAKING OF PANDAS! My Mum bought my sister this HUGE cuddly panda today! I am in love with it.

IT'S HUGE! It doesn't have a name yet. Look how big it is in comparison to a cat -

Hehee, Felix was like WTF? xD
HE NEEDS A NAME! What shall we call him? Give me some suggestions (:
I found out that Kill Hannah and My Passion are doing a gig together in London on the 7th of May... I want to go so much <33 I doubt I will end up going though, because although two of my friends said they'd go, they can't get tickets until the end of the month, when there may not be any left.
Story of my life, really.
I don't want to be here any more. I would like to be somewhere different, with new people... I love my friends, it's just... they never come out any more! I would like people who are willing to go out and do things, please. Even if it's just hanging around talking in a park for hours, like we did last summer <33
I hope this summer is going to be good. I really need a good summer.
I want to go to America. Money... again. Seriously, what kind of world do we live in? Humans should be able to function without money.
I can pay you in pasta and buttons? You could make a pretty nifty looking coat/birthday card thing outta that, AND I get to go to America. Woo (:
I need a job. I'm not going to get one until I've settled in at College though, I think that's what's best for me. I need a summer of relaxation, then once College has started properly I can earn some money so I can actually do things (:
This week is just going to consist of me going to bed at like 4am, and not getting up until 1pm the next day because I have nothing to do.
If someone actually gave me plans, and gave me something to get up for, then I happily would... I really don't want this week to just be me in my house watching crappy TV.
I bet it will end up that way though. Sods fucking law.
That need for a cuddle still stands.
Here's a large chunk of lyrics for today.

I wish I could cross my arms, and cross your mind, cause I believe, you'd unfold your paper heart and wear it on your sleeve. All my life I wish I broke mirrors, instead of promises, cause all I see, is a shattered conscience staring back at me. I wish I had covered all my tracks, completely cause I'm so afraid, is that a light at the far end of the tunnel or just a train?

-Rosa-xo