Musics.

I'm in a really lazy mood today, so here's a breakdown of my iTunes :D


iTunes;

How many songs in total? 6137

How many hours/days of music? 16 days.

[Sort song by title.]

First song? A-Punk by Vampire Weekend.

Last Song? 911 by Eminem

[Sort by time.]

Shortest song? We Are Already Here by William Control - 0:12

Longest song? Mix Tape VOL.1 by L'Amour La Morgue - 57:32

[Sort by album.]

First album? About A Burning Fire by Blindside.

Last album? 59' Sound by The Gaslight Anthem

[Top 5 most played songs.]

1. You Had Me At Hello by A Day To Remember

2. Stick Stickly by Attack Attack!

3. Lyrical Lies by Cute Is What We Aim For

4. Toxic by A Static Lullaby

5. Tonight We Dance [Acoustic] by Yashin

[First song to come up on shuffle.]

Pieces Mended by The Used

[Search the following and say how many songs come up.]

Death - 168 songs

Life - 86 songs

Love - 294 songs

Hate - 83 songs

You - 715 songs

Sex - 35 songs

Here's a song, it reminds me of when we were young, looking back at all the things we've done, you gotta keep on keepin' on. Out to sea, is the only place I honestly, can get myself some piece of mind. You know, it's getting hard to fly.

-Rosa-xo

And Though They Stitched Her Back Together, They Left Her Heart In Pieces On The Floor.

I want a wallet. I loose so much money if its just in my pocket, and purses are always big and bulky - its like designers think that if you want a purse you must want to make a fashion statement as well. No I just want somewhere to put my fucking money and will still fit in my pocket.
Hence the wallet wanting.
It has been way to hot recently for my liking, the sun melts me x_x
However, I really want to go to the beach. Hey, if its gonna be hot, I might as well be near water, right? There's a beach I'm hoping to go to with my friends - I went once when I was about 12 or 13 and I can't remember for the life of me where it was. I went with a club I used to go to, so I can't even ask my Mum aha.
I have the feeling it was somewhere in Cornwall, but I'm not sure. The beach itself was quite small, and there was a cliff. We went in the height of summer on a really hot day and there was hardly anyone there; I don't think it's very well known.
It was seriously the nicest beach I have ever been to in England. The sand was really fine and white, and the water was pretty clear. I remember you had to climb these really steep stairs to get to the top of the cliff where the parking was, and there was an ice cream shack up there too (:
I'm gonna try and hunt down where this place was, because I really want to go there again. I don't know if it was even Cornwall, it could have been Devon or somewhere.
Damn my memory! I wish I had paid more attention as to where I was back then ahaha.
Also, before anyones like "Oh, cliffs, it must have been Dover" it wasn't, because these cliffs weren't white haah. They were normal rock. I wish the were white though, that would have narrowed down my search some what :')
So yeah, if anyone thinks they know where I'm talking about, please tell me because I'm desperate to find this place again.
PS; I know it was in the South West.

EDIT; I found it!
Holywell in Cornwall

Those cliffs are a lot higher from the beach, ahaa.

And her husband was one of those blokes, the sort who only laughs at his own jokes, the sort that war takes away, and if there wasn't a war, he left her anyway. When the world falls apart, some things stay in place.

-Rosa-xo

This Is A Raccoon

I just had my last HPV jab and it hurt, so Bandito here makes me feel better.

It's something unpredictable, but in the end it's right, I hope you have the time of your life.

-Rosa-xo

Green Day

I only have 3 exams left. I like this fact, I like it a lot.
I have nothing to do all summer though. The only thing I have planned is Reading Festival. That's only 3 days. I really wanna go to Brighton, so lets see if I can drag someone to go with me.
However, last night I went to go see Green Day! :D
It. Was. Awesome.
I have been waiting 8 years to see those guys - half my life. They didn't let me down.
Their set was ridiculously long, something like 2 and a half hours, and even though during some of that time I couldn't breathe due to greedy bitches stealing my space, it was still amazing.
They played every song I wanted them too, including Give Me Novacaine <3
If I'm honest, I went into the stadium not expecting much. I don't know, I think I was scared that they couldn't live up to my 8 years of wanting, but they fucking did. They exceeded my expectations. I would 100% go see them again, I hope they tour soon haha.
I went with my friend Callum, and unfortunately his bag was completely emptied, bastards took everything including the tickets [which I wanted to put on my wall ):] his sisters hairspray and his medication. So much hate for those people D<

Out of body and out of mind, kiss the demons out of my dreams, I get the funny feeling that's alright, Jimmy says it's better than air, I'll tell you what - drain the pressure from the swelling, this sensation's overwhelming, give me a long kiss goodnight, and everything will be alright, tell me that I won't feel a thing... So give me Novacaine.

-Rosa-xo

This Is The Future.

Jobs. They never sound like fun.
But I really, really, really need money. Like, really.
So, I kinda need to get a job haha. I can't find anywhere that's hiring though. It's really annoying. I can't even work in like, the local cafe as a waitress or anything because I couldn't work with meat. I close off my own options pretty quickly.
I know I want to be a music journalist once I get my life sorted and my a-levels done, but, I was thinking today, what happens after that? I'm not gonna lie, music journalism is a young persons game. It will last me into my early 30's, I might even make it until I'm 35.
So what the fuck would I do then?
The a-levels I'm planning to take don't leave much room for anything to be quite honest, and I know this. I suppose I'll just have to take it as it all comes. I could go into a different branch of journalism I suppose. Anything with English I know I can do haha.
Ouuuch, I just got a really bad headache D<
Anywho; I took my English paper 2 today and my last RS exam. English was easy, a lot easier than I was expecting actually. RS was harder than I expected haha. I didn't understand quite what some of the questions were asking me to do, but I managed to blag my way through. In the end, I think I'll end up with a B in RS, and I can live with that.

A Day To Remember have the job I really want.

Yeah, thats the job I really want. I wish I had musical talent. I would adore having a crowd sing along with music my band created. It would make my life. But it will never happen, because I can't play instruments or sing. And it breaks my heart.

I see straight through that smile, straight through that painted face, don't think that I can't tell, which one of you is against me. Come on come on, you know this isn't what we planned on, come on come on, tell me we'll be okay - we'll be o-kay! Lets go back, lets go back to a time where I still felt I had family. I have the greatest faith in fools; I turned my back and out came the wolves.

-Rosa-xo

You're Not Hardcore; You're Just A Cunt.

I went to a local gig last night. I didn't review it - I just went for teh lulz.
Together We Hunt played, and even though their vocalist has left they still played an awesome set. Guitarist Billy did a fantastic job with stepping in to do vocals, and it paid off because they were the best received band of the night.
It was my first time seeing A Sailor's Grave, and they were pretty good too. I didn't know quite what to expect, but they managed to impress me.
However, one of the bands who played before TWH, "Disgust" acted like they wanted to ruin the night. They were such cunts. If people are sat down / standing at the side of a mosh pit, don't get them involved. Seriously. They don't want to be, so leave them alone. They tried to shrug off their stupidity by saying "that's how a hardcore show works," so, what? People at hardcore shows like kicking 12 year olds in the face and making them bleed? I didn't know that, but hey, thanks for telling me. You learn something new everyday. When they got kicked out they then complained that "this was the reason the scene is dying" ... Nah mate, it's not the reason, you're just generally a cunt so get lost. Your bands shit too, so don't come back and try again.
They then tried to start a fight, and failed. Then decided they'd attempt to start shit on Facebook, and failed. I'm sorry, but if you can't take criticism, don't start a band, because you will fail. There are going to be people who don't like you and think you're retarded, and you have to put up with it.
I don't see their band going very far, tbh.
On a ... I was gonna say happier note, but it's not really. On a different note, I have a maths GCSE tomorrow. Failure here I come! I don't think I even have a calculator, FML. I give up with this academic shit.
I don't really mind about these exams. Everyone around me is getting really stressed, but I'm not. I dunno, maybe  I'm missing a vital function in my brain that should be making me panic, but yeah. TBH, the ones panicking and trying hard will most likely be the ones who pass, while I'll fail them all.
Oh well, I've decided that whatever I get in my GCSEs will have to do, and I'm gonna work extra hard on my A Levels.

Wishing I was someone else, it's my own fault that I'm fucked up but I still worry about my mental health. I've g-g-got a stutter and the memory of a goldfish, my mind is melting into mush because I barely use it... Wishing I was someone else, but I'm not, I'm myself, and I really need some cash, cause chasing dreams don't pay you jack.

-Rosa-xo