You're Not Hardcore; You're Just A Cunt.

I went to a local gig last night. I didn't review it - I just went for teh lulz.
Together We Hunt played, and even though their vocalist has left they still played an awesome set. Guitarist Billy did a fantastic job with stepping in to do vocals, and it paid off because they were the best received band of the night.
It was my first time seeing A Sailor's Grave, and they were pretty good too. I didn't know quite what to expect, but they managed to impress me.
However, one of the bands who played before TWH, "Disgust" acted like they wanted to ruin the night. They were such cunts. If people are sat down / standing at the side of a mosh pit, don't get them involved. Seriously. They don't want to be, so leave them alone. They tried to shrug off their stupidity by saying "that's how a hardcore show works," so, what? People at hardcore shows like kicking 12 year olds in the face and making them bleed? I didn't know that, but hey, thanks for telling me. You learn something new everyday. When they got kicked out they then complained that "this was the reason the scene is dying" ... Nah mate, it's not the reason, you're just generally a cunt so get lost. Your bands shit too, so don't come back and try again.
They then tried to start a fight, and failed. Then decided they'd attempt to start shit on Facebook, and failed. I'm sorry, but if you can't take criticism, don't start a band, because you will fail. There are going to be people who don't like you and think you're retarded, and you have to put up with it.
I don't see their band going very far, tbh.
On a ... I was gonna say happier note, but it's not really. On a different note, I have a maths GCSE tomorrow. Failure here I come! I don't think I even have a calculator, FML. I give up with this academic shit.
I don't really mind about these exams. Everyone around me is getting really stressed, but I'm not. I dunno, maybe  I'm missing a vital function in my brain that should be making me panic, but yeah. TBH, the ones panicking and trying hard will most likely be the ones who pass, while I'll fail them all.
Oh well, I've decided that whatever I get in my GCSEs will have to do, and I'm gonna work extra hard on my A Levels.

Wishing I was someone else, it's my own fault that I'm fucked up but I still worry about my mental health. I've g-g-got a stutter and the memory of a goldfish, my mind is melting into mush because I barely use it... Wishing I was someone else, but I'm not, I'm myself, and I really need some cash, cause chasing dreams don't pay you jack.

-Rosa-xo